While You Were Out..

Today was... Less than Enjotable so far... I saw Kitty this morning while I was in Earlybird Gym, and waved for her to come over, but i guess she didn't see me, then i noticed that A Badminton girl was there, so i guess she was too distracted to talk to me... I wrote a little bit, but not alot... I've been bored all day, and it sucks...ALOT. She has badminton tonight, and i have a band concert, so hopefully she can go. I love you Kitty, and ill Write more tonight after the concert if i can... I love you, and I hope you had fun at the fieldtrip...
~Teddy Bear

WHEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WEEE!! i don't know why IM so hyper, but i post!!! I would have written earlier, but mis madre was on the computer, so i couldn't... O well! Im so excited!!! This thursday my Girlfriend is going to sectionals, and i can't wait to watch her and cheer her on! I know shes going to do great! So Ryan JUST called and was all pissed because he didn't get to do his little Dark Knight thing in Chicago... Why he was so excited, i have no clue, but thats him, not me... Arrrrg, so Kitty has this suprise for me, and apparantly i've seen it before, but i really have no clue right now, so im all agravated about this, cause i really want to know what it is! Im sorry this is short, but my idiot brother needs the computer. I Love you Kitty, and Ill talk to all of my readers later!

~Teddy Bear

"On any Given Sunday"

Hello my audience... How do you do? Well, this sunday was rather shitty... I had to work at 12, but my idiot brothers had baseball pictures at 11:30... ON THE OTHER SIDE OF THE FUCKING COUNTY, I SWEAR! So at 10 in the morning, when i wanted to sleep, i was stuck getting two moronic brothers who would rather play baseball in a house, using a sock and a toy bat you buy at the games... Idiots... Anyways, so I got to waste my entire morning driving these two around instead of taking my shower, so i was all nasty all day, which sucked. So Smelly me got to work, and i was stuck doing all of the worst Aisles durring the day, so i got screwed on that one. From today it is exactly 10 days until My 18th Birthday, and only one person really asked me what I wanted. (Yes, It was you Kitty...) Apparently on the 10th were having a party for Me, My dad (who's B-Day is RIGHT Before me... Go fig...), and my cousins Leah And Jordan, who we haven't seen in a while, therefore missing their B-days... So on My 18th Birthday, i get to share it with like, 7 others... Which sucks... I can not wait this for this Thursday tho, because my Girlfriend is going to sectionals (for those of you who follow this, you should know this by now ;] ) and i can't wait to see her kick ass there and go to state! So other than all of this, not much has happened. I Love you Kitty, And Ill talk to you, Rin, and the rest of our group later! Good night everybody!
~Teddy Bear/Entourage

Why won't she understand that she didn't do anything wrong?

Hello my 2 blog readers. Last night... NO, ALL of yesterday was fun. I got to watch my wonderful Kitty kick some serious ass in badminton, and she and her doubles partner took 1st place and she took 2nd in singles. Their school, Varsity AND Junior Varsity took conference, so yay them! Then afterwards we went to Naperville for a celebratory lunch, and Mongolian BBQ! It was so much fun, but what sucked is that i had to go to work as soon as i got home. 4 hours later, i got to see my Kitty again! It was soo nice to see her after being pent up in that purgatory... uh, i mean Jewel... and we watched about an hour of some movie that seemed to be funny yet not... But i didn't care for the movie. I only cared for the person laying in my arms. MY Kelli, my sweet Girlfriend, who i couldn't hate even if i wanted to. I love it sometimes how she will just lay in my arms, half asleep. She looks SO cute, and i feel lucky as all hell to have her. I love you baby, and im sorry that we can't see eachother... I miss you so much you havn't a clue! I'll call once um off of work, ok babe? I love you!!

~Teddy Bear

P.S. and gooodbye to you too Rin, if your reading this over kittys's shoulder, or on your own comp...

"We are going to die, :( "

Well, not really, but... Oh never mind. . . So its the end of a mostly wonderful two day break from School. . . I got to spend most of the time with My wonderful Girlfriend, My Super Awesome KITTY~! =^-^= I feel bad tho, because there was a really cool outfit that we thought up of, but it doesn't work, and i feel like i let her down. . . how come every time we think of something that seems good it always is shot down? Maybe its my Karma. . . Anyways. . . So me And Kitty get to go deliver fliers for her dad, and I'm running low on gas, but thankfully she has 20$ from her dad for me. . . I really need to get a check from work. I can't wait, cause its only about 2 weeks from my 18 B-day, but i don't even know if my family's gonna get me anything. . . when your dads B-day is right before yours, it is always forgotten. . . *sighs* But as long as i get to be with my Kitty and cheer her on as she competes for state i don't care what we do. Well, Good night Rin, My Invisible Audience, And especially My G.F. I love you Kitty, And 'll See you later!

What it me that made the mistake...?

"Im Sorry. I didn't mean for all those things to come out or sound like they did. I wasn't myself... I was being torn up on the inside... Im Sorry... Kitty." So over the weekend, Kitty, My Girlfriend Got her hair cut... (I hope me Audience of nobody is still listening...) and When i first saw it, instead of being happy for her and excited like i should have, i felt what seemed like being almost... let down. I don't know why i was... And Im sorry... I didn't mean to be all, well, you know how i was... I love you kitty, and i Still will love you. I hope you had a fun time at work... I have to go now. Im sorry...

~Teddy Bear

P.S. Yes, those are my fox-ears... i might get a picture of the tail too later, if you want.

Its almost HERE!!!

So im REALLY excited right now! Tommrow im going to the MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE concert tommrow!!! I can't wait! also later tonight my girlfriend has a Badminton match agenst East Oswego and i Seriously can't wait! I love watching her kick so much ass on the court. As for my at home computer, im still at a loss for where it is. Oh, so i got this invitation to a collage summer camp... IN CAMBRIGE, ENGLAND! but its over $5000 so i don't know if ill be able to go, but that would be fun. Well, Good bye Kitty, Rin, and whoever else that ends up reading this!
~Teddy Bear

The First Post...

Hello people! Well, Having this be my first post, ill share some random crap thats been going on for quite a while now. Im am currently posting this from a School computer, because my current at home moniter is M.I.A. (Missing In Action) and therefore i must post from other places!! So last friday was PROM!! My Girlfriend and i went last year, but it was odd back then, cause it was like, our 3rd actual date, but this time was ALOT better! We danced nearly the whole time, and had some really cool professional photos taken there too. We didn't get a limo, but the rest of the evening was still fun. The image on the left is one of my favorite pictures I'VE drawn because it took the longest time to do. Sure, it could still use some work, but screw you people... Tonight my Girlfriend has a Badminton game, and im excited to go, yet im also not, because i have work and alot of homework, but i don't want to dissapoint my wonderful Kitty Cupcake. Kelli, if your reading this, I love you, and Great Job!!!