Holy Frick, im leaving a post!

So its been a LONG while since I Last blogged... wow. Well, needless to say, ALOT has happened. From the good things to the bad, everything is all over the place these days. Lets start with my own family... And the fact that i might be having a new addition to the family... and NO, me and Kitty didn't do anything... It turns out that my cousin, who is of the nice age of 16, was caught after making love with his 14 YEAR OLD GIRLFRIEND!!! tell me this isn't SICK as all hell! They wanted to make sure they were "togeather forever" and thought the kid would do that... fucking idiots... i sometimes wonder what he is thinking... whatever... My mom hasn't improved at all... go figure... my car has a bad window switch problem, and asking my mom about it only had her yell at me to not use it then... My Dad would have probally said "Well, lets find the part and help you fix the thing..." So he's nice, but my mom just yelled at me about the damn thing.... and she wonders why i'm never really happy to see her... whatever. To make my next story ALOT shorter than it really is, i ended up fucking up BIG time last week while Kitty, Rin, and Kitty's family were up in MI. Lets just say i hate my life right now because of it... Im glad that Kitty (mostly {or at least i hope}) forgave me about it, but i still need to talk to her rent's about it... Im SO sorry Kitty, and I Love You.
Your's forever
~Teddy Bear~

School... The one place NOBODY wants to be...

Well, today is the dreaded day of Back to School. Summers over, life is coming at you faster than a rouge sports car, and all you can do is see what the hell happens when it's about to hit you... well, sort of. Kitty is now a Senior in high school now, so that is rather exciting news, but its so weird not being able to see her. Its scary how life just blows past when we don't look. Collage classes for me start on the 25th, so im freaking out myself. Im also excited that we got my schedule fixed and i can now pick Kitty up 3 days a week! Monday and Wednesday i have classes to about 4, i think, but Tues Its only till about 10 or 11 in the morning, and Thursday nights I have Game Design. So all in all, its rather exciting, yet at the same time its fucking scarier than hell. Well, Its about time for me to go pick Kitty up from her first day, so YAY! I Love you baby, and i'll See you soon!
~Teddy Bear
P.S. i Like his idea.

I Hate People Online...

Thats all there is to it. I just had some freaky person online start acting all lovey-dovey to me. I don't know who the hell this "The foxengoddess" is, but they are really starting to tick me off. They have been bugging me for about a week now, and just interrupted Kitty and me when we were trying to get her online

application for Staples done, and they fucking interupted. I didn't want to deal with them, so i closed down AIM right there.
Kitty, i heard what you said to Ryan. Please don't think that anything is up with this freak-show. I love YOU, and only YOU... Nobody can replace you, nor can they even come close to being what you are to me. Your my number one. You are the sunshine to my flowers... (i know, its corny, but please bear{Badum-phish}with me.) Without you, I would be nothing. Everything is fine. Im sorry about the car-keys, but im going to look for them tomorrow as SOON as i get up, I promise. I love you Kitty, and I'll talk to you tomorrow.
~TeddyBear

(P.S. I hope you have (or had...) Fun at the Lego museum... your so lucky to go there.)

The good, The bad, and the downright Fucking annoying...

Today was very interesting... I got to hang out with Kitty since about 11:25. We went to go see Hancock.
It was actually very good. Afterwards Me and Kitty went to Wendys for lunch, and i ended up chasing her to some vacant lot thing cause i was joking and locked the doors on her for some stupid reason neither of us could remember... that was about the ONLY fun that happened today. [well, we did play pool, but it was lame... Kitty cheated by biting my arm... I have a mark :( ]

Heres the bad news... Coming home from the Movies, my car was having some kind of trouble, and it stalled out right before i turned into the parkway for my subdivision. This really nice guy who was behind us helped us get it out of the street, and my little brother Matt helped too. Soon my car would not even start, and the three of us had to walk home. Then when im going to take kitty home, i go to my car. I asked Kitty to please come with me back, but she got all poed and stayed at the clubhouse. WEll, i went in to drop my keys off, and my dad bitched at me, and ruined my evening. Right now i would have been at kitty's, probally doing something better than getting yelled at for something i had no idea how it happened. Today just sucked. It was good, but right now, it sucks.
I love you kitty, and i hope you can drive me to JJC tommrow... i really would appreciate it.

~Teddy Bear

I've been eaten alive and I want out.

Yeah, im in WI right now, and my legs are more brused than a jew in a concentration camp... no joke. On tuesday or wendsday we went waterskiing, and whille trying to get onto one Skii, i ended up crashing 4 times, then 2 more before giving up. My mom took a video, and boy, is it 'fun' to watch... well, fun for Them. Im at my aunt and uncles bar, the "Unbearable Pub" right now, and i have no ide when were going to be home. I want to call my Kitty, but shes not going to answer her phone, and i don't have signal. I've been watching the same two episodes of Invader Zim all week, when not listening to Metro Station or Panic at the disco, or Saosin. I love you Kitty, and I g2g.
~Teddy Bear

WHEEE!!!!!!

So today is an exciting blog day. Im writing this blog on my NEW LAPTOP!!! its so much fun, Its got windows vista, and is sooooooooooooo much faster than my old piece of crap. Sure, its going to be harder to get used to, but i'll manage. Today was so much fun. Kitty and i hung out at the pool today (but tubby had to invite his large ass over) and afterwards we went to kittys. We hung out there, and we put a strip of blue in my hair. It was funny cause i was running around shirtless, in my black tripp pants, with blue stuff and hair clips in my hair... it was funny. Its hard to see the blue stuff, and i hope it turns out. If it doesn't, then ill bleach it with kitty and we'll finish it up in MI. Im so excited. In less than 3 days were going to be on the way up. Well, I love you Kitty, and good night my audience!

Holy fuck, my hand hurts...

Yeah, well, lets catch up first. So i can't remember alot of what happened between now and my last post, so bear with me... Over the weekend was both one of the worst and best times of my life. ON Saturday i was all excited about going to a bon-fire with all of my friends, but my damned cusin had a fucking graduation party that day, so guess where i was let to go. Yup, middle of fucking nowhere party... i knew NOBODY. it sucked soo badly. So while i was having the worst time ever, Kitty, Fat-ass. Rin, zach and a few other people were having a blast blaying rockband and beating the crap out of each other with light-sabers... I was so upset that i acually went down to the damned HIGHWAY and cried. I was so alone, and when tubby (mentioned above) sent me a text saying something along the lines of "this is a fucking blast, ha ha you can't be here" i wanted to fucking shout. It irritated me so damn much.

Sunday held such a better turnout. Kitty and i were togeather nearly the whole day (i had to freaking work.) We were in this kind of arguement, but not. We felt like neither person wanted the other, but somehow we managed to turn everything around. We fueled the 'dying flame' and brought it to a nice roar. I feel quite happy to know that i didn't almost lose the one person i couldn't forget.

Now for monday... sucked... I got up at 8 this morning to go help Kitty's dad pour concrete by their neighbors. It was alright, but i spilled my wheelbarrow once, all over a nice rock landscape decoration thing... it sucked. But then i got to see kitty, and was so excited! We then had some arbys for breakfast (well, to me... it was our first meal) andhung out before she had to get ready for her Sr. pictures. My shower today wasn't as fun. I had gotten a few blisters on my hands from the wheelbarrow, and stupid me ended up breaking one, and tearing another right of. But i didn't know it untill i went to get the shampoo... do you see the brilliance here? It hurt so fucking badly i wanted to cry. My hands have NEVER hurt that much, not even when i screwed up my finger by smashing it with a jagged bike handle-bar... So that leaves me with right now. Im am blogging all about my morning and weekend, but you all know this, so i'll Talk to you all later. I Love you Kitty, and ill talk to the rest of my audience later...

~TeddyBear

I don't know what to call this post!!! YAY!!!... i think...

Today was the best damn day ever!!! well, mostly. My morning kinda sucked, but i dealt with my parents, and i got to hang out with Kitty all day!!! With our luck, as soon as we got to my house, kitty's dad asked us to go help change her grandma's TV, cause her old one was broken or something. So we did that, then we grabbed some 'lunch' at jewel, but we ended up going to the mall and an antique store near it. It was alot of fun, then Me and Kitty went to the Jamba Juice right there (it was my first time inside of one, and it was really good) and we went home to find we had to get pizza, so off we were again, but KITTY DROVE. It was weird not being behind the wheel, but still fun at the same time. We then sat and watched TV for a bit, but then i had to go home. I say today was pretty damn awesome, compared to most of my days... AND i got to cheer Kitty up from her slump earlier... It was quite good!. Well, i have no more to say. I love you kitty, and i will talk to you, Rin, and the rest of my audience later!
~TeddyBear.

P.S. Does Rin even read my posts, or just Kitty's?

if you were to ask me how i was feeling, i don't know what i could tell you.

Picture Quote "Please Let Me love you"

so yeah, its been a bit since i last posted, but o well, i have more beautiful stuff to deal with. (i'll try to write more tho). well, alot has happened in the last week. I dont even know where the hell to start. All i know is that Wednesday was the best day of my life so far. Nobody but Me, Rin, Kitty, and maybe 4 other people know, but it was exciting. That day i got to take kitty out for a not-so-wonderful dinner (to McDonalds), but i was still super excited. I'm sorry Rin, but i am SOO happy that i found somebody like Kitty. I couldn't have anybody else. Today sucked fucking donkey balls tho... First, Kitty and i couldn't see each other, which i knew would get Kitty upset, weather she knew it or not. So durring the day i got to suffer with fat-ass and zach. Afterwards tho, i managed to kick them out by 4, even tho i had to work at 6. Work was boring as hell, so go figure there... i gets boring doing the same damn shit over and over again... But then i got to talk to kitty, which makes my title so revelant... i think thats how its spelled... whatever... So Kitty and I were talking, but she didn't seem to want to talk on the phone, and so i hung up and we talked online, and to make a long and personal story short and reveil nothing, her sister's BIG ASS mouth spit forth OUR secrete, and soon Kitty's friend Manda and Alora were making fun of her, and she was really upset, and after talking for over an hour, im pretty sure i made things a little, if not alot, better... BUt at the end of the conversation, we were both emotionally bounced, but im sure what i did helped, at least i hope it Did. I Love you Kitty, and I hope our 'date'tommrow (friday) goes well. I'll TTYL!

~Teddy Bear

P.S. Don't think i've forgotten my invisable audience or you Rin. TTYL as well, if you care...

"Life is like a Box of Chocolates... It sucks if it sits in the car in the sun for too long..."

Well, lets get things started off. I don't really remember/Care when my last post was, but I'm excited, because I have finally gotten my computer back, and my internet is back up in the flow! But thats about where the good news ends... Yesterday, Fat-ass almost hit me with his car, and so by DIVING out of the way i screwed up my shoulder and my side, and i landed so weirdly on my leg i couldn't put ANY weight on it. i also can't find any of my tank-tops so i can let it air out when i sleep (Yes, i DO have a tank-top or two... just cause i dress goth ISH doesn't mean i can be comfy at the same time...). And on the other front, My girlfriends Parents are acting really stupid. If you haven't read her Blog here at http://calcifer73.blogspot.com then you can read it there, cause i don't feel like bringing up all the events again... But to put a long-story short, her parents don't like how she dresses, and im telling her now to
"Leave It All Behind You. I Love How You Look No Matter How Boyish You Look. I Would Even Become Gay For You, Or Change Sexes 'With' You. Your My Soul Mate And i Will Do Anything For You."
baby, I Love you. I Would Give Up the world for you. To not end on a low note, Tommrow at 7:00 is my High School Graduation! Im so Excited. My whole (well, most of them) family is going to be there, and so is my KITTY!!! I can't wait. I g2g my audience, and Kitty, i think you know why i picked this picture... Good night!

*Sighs*

I hate All the Damn Seniors In this school... Do these kids have any brains what so ever? Honestly... thanks to these bastards i didn't get to see my GF in my 'Second most important' time... normally i always read her notes before i blog in Music Tech, but because of this i couldn't... And i had two for her... Im Sorry baby... i didn't mean it... I love you, and I'll TTYL!
~Teddybear

My lovely Update

Damnit, i need to find more time to blog, damnit... This is getting annoying... Kitty and Rin already are packing over 30, and i barely got 13... WTF... Anyways... So where was I last time? Well, Lets get an update from late Friday. So after School I was dropping Kitty off and helping her drain their hot-tub, dancing to a song on the new Panic! At The Disco album, when all of our plans were thrown askew. We wanted to go out and see a movie, but her mom said NO, and She had to go hang out with Rin. I was upset, so me, Ryan, and Zach went to the mall, and it turned out that Kitty and Rin were in not one, but TWO stores that we went into. (Kitty, don't bother responding to this next part, im letting everybody ELSE know) When i heard about how Kitty was both at the mall, AND AVOIDING ME like some game, when i was really upset that we couldn't hang out didn't make my life any better. I also heard that she wanted to steal some wood to make a fire at Rins house, but still didn't want to see me, so as anybody would have been (and kitty, i never asked, how would you feel if i did that to you?) i was really upset by this. Then saturday we went to the mall after i went to work cause we couldn't find a movie to go to, so i got another pair of tripp Pants, but with MY luck, on monday while i was in line for lunch i got yelled at for them... the ONE time i forgot my Good-Luck Charm(U know what it is Kitty) at home i was yelled at, so that ruined MY day, then now for Today, Tuesday. So school was So So. All the Seniors had to do this crap in the Gym for Sr Photos, and lucky me was stuck in a group of fucking mexicans... It sucked... they would NOT shut UP!!! it drove me nuts!! But tonight im excited for cause Kitty and Me get to go see Deathnote, so im excited. I g2g, my readers. I Love you Kitty, and Ill TTYL!

~TeddyBear

Today was a bore

Yup... Not alot happened today... School was the same as always... Then i got to see my Kitty!!! We got to hang out a little after school, but then she had to rollerblade around her subdivision, and i biked with her. It was fun. After that we hung out and she got ready for work. I ended up staying and babysitting Her younger brother and sister. Then i went to get her at work, and now im being, once again, KICKED OFF the comp... Ill fill in the rest later. If i don't talk to you tonight, Goodnight Rin, and you too Kitty! I love you!

~Teddybear

yeah, this is pointless...

So kitty and Rin have 28 blogs!!! i feel so behind with only 12 now... I need to catch up... so this is more of an icon user/ blog counter... I love you Kitty. Good lick RIn (with you know...) And ill See you all tommrow morning!!!

~Teddybear

The Best Day Of The Week

Today was our 'Party' day for our family. Kitty acually drove here by herself! I was so proud of her! She seems to drive alot better without her parents bugging her about everything. Its a great thing to see. For my birthday, i got a shirt, and over 300 dollars! I was excited, but my best gift was having Kitty there. It wouldn't have been the same without her. We played pool almost the whole time. It was super fun. I don't even know who won and who lost more, but i don't care. Well, All of my friendly viewers, Rin, and Kitty, I will Talk to you later, and don't forget that I love you Kitty!

~Teddy Bear

Am I In Heaven, or just lost in hell?

So today was Total shit.... most of the week was... So on Wed, It was my Birthday! Me and Kitty made this really good cake, even tho she thought it would suck. Then we got to hang around all day, so that also rocked, but durring school, everybody kept forgetting that it was my Birthday... So that was upsetting...My cousin thought i was turning 19, so what does THAT tell you... thursday was alright, and Friday was CAKE DAY!! It was super fun, and i will get my Kelli pinned one of these days. Just you wait. But then i fell into this hell-hole called Saturdays at home... So after i talked to kitty this morning i fell back asleep, and at 11:30, i finally got up, realized that i was going to be late for work, and got dressed and out of there. I thankfully made it, so that was alright, and even durring break there was free food! i was happy... But then when i got home, i immeadatly got yelled at, and i didn't even do anything... ALl damn day i was being yelled at... I was even yelled at for trying to take a shower, which REALLY sucked... then while i was on the phone with another friend, my parents kept yelling and i hung up on him, then didn't catch that Kitty called, so i felt bad, then when i called her back she was on the phone with the person I hung up on earlier, and she didn't get off for an hour, and i was a little upset when she said it would be quick... but then i talked to her afterwards, so it was a little better. And now tommrow is my b-day party, but im stuck having it with like, 7 other people... so thats going to suck. I love you kitty, and im sorry, but my rents are nagging like hell... Im sorry. I love you, and ill TTYL.

~Teddy Bear

Its been a while, huh?

Sooooooooooo, its been a while, Huh? Its been rather eventful since my last post. I would have gotten some things posted earlier, but dud to nasty parents, and the massive power-outage that happened yesterday, that obviously becomes ALOT harder... So last week was so much fun. My girlfriend and I went to the mall so i could help her pick out a pair of tripp Pants. She looks so Amazing in them... (But you can't have her, SHES MINE!!!) I love her outfit with them and her Roy the Toxic Boy shirt.
This weekend was also fun because we got to go see Iron man. I went with Kitty and her crazy family. Her sister was being a moron and took off her shoes and wanted to lay on Kittys lpa, which was stupid as all hell, so we yelled at her. Then Saturday she was busy so after work i hung out with another one of my friends, who just broke up with his girlfriend and they decided to be just friends... And im suprised... after hearing what THEY did...
Monday sucked because of the power-outage... everybody but me in my small circle of friends acually had power... Two people kept gloating about it... i was so upset. But earlier that day Me and Kitty were at her house and she showed me all of these take-downs and stuff. It was so fun. But then i had to go home to no power... it sucked. after about 2 hours, the boredom got to me, and i slept untill 8:30 ish, and my family STILL wasn't back from baseball... and my cellphone's batterie almost died... it sucked... My day did improve when i got to talk to Kitty, even if it was on my crappy cell phone. now TODAY in school, this kid had a seziure durring 2nd period, and they blocked off an entire hallway, because he was sitting agenst the corner of the hall.. It was really dumb. . . then right before 7th period, some moron pulled the Fire alarm, so that was dumb... I kept trying to find Kitty, and i eventually found her, as we were going in...
All in all, it was rather eventful... and its my birthday tommrow! Im so Excited!!!
I love you Kitty, and il TTYL, ok? Goodbye all my non-existing readers, rin, and Kitty!

While You Were Out..

Today was... Less than Enjotable so far... I saw Kitty this morning while I was in Earlybird Gym, and waved for her to come over, but i guess she didn't see me, then i noticed that A Badminton girl was there, so i guess she was too distracted to talk to me... I wrote a little bit, but not alot... I've been bored all day, and it sucks...ALOT. She has badminton tonight, and i have a band concert, so hopefully she can go. I love you Kitty, and ill Write more tonight after the concert if i can... I love you, and I hope you had fun at the fieldtrip...
~Teddy Bear

WHEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WEEE!! i don't know why IM so hyper, but i post!!! I would have written earlier, but mis madre was on the computer, so i couldn't... O well! Im so excited!!! This thursday my Girlfriend is going to sectionals, and i can't wait to watch her and cheer her on! I know shes going to do great! So Ryan JUST called and was all pissed because he didn't get to do his little Dark Knight thing in Chicago... Why he was so excited, i have no clue, but thats him, not me... Arrrrg, so Kitty has this suprise for me, and apparantly i've seen it before, but i really have no clue right now, so im all agravated about this, cause i really want to know what it is! Im sorry this is short, but my idiot brother needs the computer. I Love you Kitty, and Ill talk to all of my readers later!

~Teddy Bear

"On any Given Sunday"

Hello my audience... How do you do? Well, this sunday was rather shitty... I had to work at 12, but my idiot brothers had baseball pictures at 11:30... ON THE OTHER SIDE OF THE FUCKING COUNTY, I SWEAR! So at 10 in the morning, when i wanted to sleep, i was stuck getting two moronic brothers who would rather play baseball in a house, using a sock and a toy bat you buy at the games... Idiots... Anyways, so I got to waste my entire morning driving these two around instead of taking my shower, so i was all nasty all day, which sucked. So Smelly me got to work, and i was stuck doing all of the worst Aisles durring the day, so i got screwed on that one. From today it is exactly 10 days until My 18th Birthday, and only one person really asked me what I wanted. (Yes, It was you Kitty...) Apparently on the 10th were having a party for Me, My dad (who's B-Day is RIGHT Before me... Go fig...), and my cousins Leah And Jordan, who we haven't seen in a while, therefore missing their B-days... So on My 18th Birthday, i get to share it with like, 7 others... Which sucks... I can not wait this for this Thursday tho, because my Girlfriend is going to sectionals (for those of you who follow this, you should know this by now ;] ) and i can't wait to see her kick ass there and go to state! So other than all of this, not much has happened. I Love you Kitty, And Ill talk to you, Rin, and the rest of our group later! Good night everybody!
~Teddy Bear/Entourage

Why won't she understand that she didn't do anything wrong?

Hello my 2 blog readers. Last night... NO, ALL of yesterday was fun. I got to watch my wonderful Kitty kick some serious ass in badminton, and she and her doubles partner took 1st place and she took 2nd in singles. Their school, Varsity AND Junior Varsity took conference, so yay them! Then afterwards we went to Naperville for a celebratory lunch, and Mongolian BBQ! It was so much fun, but what sucked is that i had to go to work as soon as i got home. 4 hours later, i got to see my Kitty again! It was soo nice to see her after being pent up in that purgatory... uh, i mean Jewel... and we watched about an hour of some movie that seemed to be funny yet not... But i didn't care for the movie. I only cared for the person laying in my arms. MY Kelli, my sweet Girlfriend, who i couldn't hate even if i wanted to. I love it sometimes how she will just lay in my arms, half asleep. She looks SO cute, and i feel lucky as all hell to have her. I love you baby, and im sorry that we can't see eachother... I miss you so much you havn't a clue! I'll call once um off of work, ok babe? I love you!!

~Teddy Bear

P.S. and gooodbye to you too Rin, if your reading this over kittys's shoulder, or on your own comp...

"We are going to die, :( "

Well, not really, but... Oh never mind. . . So its the end of a mostly wonderful two day break from School. . . I got to spend most of the time with My wonderful Girlfriend, My Super Awesome KITTY~! =^-^= I feel bad tho, because there was a really cool outfit that we thought up of, but it doesn't work, and i feel like i let her down. . . how come every time we think of something that seems good it always is shot down? Maybe its my Karma. . . Anyways. . . So me And Kitty get to go deliver fliers for her dad, and I'm running low on gas, but thankfully she has 20$ from her dad for me. . . I really need to get a check from work. I can't wait, cause its only about 2 weeks from my 18 B-day, but i don't even know if my family's gonna get me anything. . . when your dads B-day is right before yours, it is always forgotten. . . *sighs* But as long as i get to be with my Kitty and cheer her on as she competes for state i don't care what we do. Well, Good night Rin, My Invisible Audience, And especially My G.F. I love you Kitty, And 'll See you later!

What it me that made the mistake...?

"Im Sorry. I didn't mean for all those things to come out or sound like they did. I wasn't myself... I was being torn up on the inside... Im Sorry... Kitty." So over the weekend, Kitty, My Girlfriend Got her hair cut... (I hope me Audience of nobody is still listening...) and When i first saw it, instead of being happy for her and excited like i should have, i felt what seemed like being almost... let down. I don't know why i was... And Im sorry... I didn't mean to be all, well, you know how i was... I love you kitty, and i Still will love you. I hope you had a fun time at work... I have to go now. Im sorry...

~Teddy Bear

P.S. Yes, those are my fox-ears... i might get a picture of the tail too later, if you want.

Its almost HERE!!!

So im REALLY excited right now! Tommrow im going to the MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE concert tommrow!!! I can't wait! also later tonight my girlfriend has a Badminton match agenst East Oswego and i Seriously can't wait! I love watching her kick so much ass on the court. As for my at home computer, im still at a loss for where it is. Oh, so i got this invitation to a collage summer camp... IN CAMBRIGE, ENGLAND! but its over $5000 so i don't know if ill be able to go, but that would be fun. Well, Good bye Kitty, Rin, and whoever else that ends up reading this!
~Teddy Bear

The First Post...

Hello people! Well, Having this be my first post, ill share some random crap thats been going on for quite a while now. Im am currently posting this from a School computer, because my current at home moniter is M.I.A. (Missing In Action) and therefore i must post from other places!! So last friday was PROM!! My Girlfriend and i went last year, but it was odd back then, cause it was like, our 3rd actual date, but this time was ALOT better! We danced nearly the whole time, and had some really cool professional photos taken there too. We didn't get a limo, but the rest of the evening was still fun. The image on the left is one of my favorite pictures I'VE drawn because it took the longest time to do. Sure, it could still use some work, but screw you people... Tonight my Girlfriend has a Badminton game, and im excited to go, yet im also not, because i have work and alot of homework, but i don't want to dissapoint my wonderful Kitty Cupcake. Kelli, if your reading this, I love you, and Great Job!!!