Seriously...

Well, He says it all... in lamest terms... So MI was fun, Me and Kelli jacked in and rode somebody's WiFi signal and uploaded almost 200 photos onto Facebook... that was a blast. It snowed! OMG! It was fun, and really pretty, but it was only on the last day so that wasn't very cool... But i had a great time like i always do with Kelli and her family. I can't wait for the day we get married. She hada dream last night that she was in her Dream dress for her wedding and we were going to the Alter that same day... It sounded so wonderful and i can't wait for the day we actually DO get married! I Love her so much, and i wish she didn't have so many troubles she has to deal with as of now... well, i'm off to finish off my laundry.. TTYL ppl!
~Teddi Bear~

OMG ITS LIKE I'M BACK OR SOMETHING!

Yes, you read right... I'm back people! its been at least 4 months, or was it three... i think 3... life has been fucking chaotic... i'm SO fucking Glad Pioneer is over, and i pray to go i don't ever have to deal with that kind of shit again... it was SO agrivating, and my life still isn't back on track cause of what they did... i have no money, no job, and school is taking up more of my time... Why the hell can't life just be easier like it was before i left? seriously! well, its all over and done with now... i just want to forget about this summer, like it never happened and just press on with my life. TTYL.
~Teddi Bear~

so its like, February already...

So yeah... shit happened... ALOT of shit... i'm not going to like this, cause today is Friday the 13... AND my moms B-day, AND the day i get to fucking freeze my ass off up in fucking Wisconsin. Do i wanna go? NO, i don't... am I, sadly yes. Kitty and i just had out last 'monthly' aniversary reciently, so come March 10, it will be 2 YEARS! i just hope we make it that far... we havn't seen each other in a while for some 'personal' time, and she seem to be very irritable or upset or angry or, well ALOT of these things, and it's starting to scare me. I ended up talking to her Best Friend Rin last night, trying to find out why i can't get her to become less "independent". She shuts me away when i want to help her cause she knows i want too, but refuses to take it. it makes me think that... well... i don't want to go one with this... i don't want to lose my one and only Kelli O'Malley for wanting to Help her... its not fair...



... why cant you let me love you back?

College, Take TWO!

Yay... Time for another wonderful Semester at JJC. For all of you who know, tis been a wonderful season... NOT!

Most of this shit all started at my last day of Game Design. I didn't realize that this day was the last and didn't have my final project. In a paniced rush i ended up making up so bullshit excuse so i wasn't yelled at by everybody... bad idea. Lets say that when you push a boulder down a mountain it WILL create a rockslide... and this one was bad.

Now it is the end of winter and nearly everybody i know is worried sick about me. I've forgotten alot of detail between now and then, but lets ignore them. I'm finally looking forward to this semester cause now i get to take Japanese Conversation 1! *dances*. i've wanted to learn japanese for so long now and i finally get to! Exciting.

As for the holidays themselves...
CHRISTMAS
Christmas was hectic as usual. Everybody was at my house so I got to super-clean like everything that morning... not fun. Kitty wasn't happy cause the first time i could go with her to HER X-mas and my moms being a sudden bitch and wont let me go, BUT she WOULD let Kitty Come to My House... Bullshit, No? Thought so... Not many people asked me for what i wanted for Christmas, so i was the one who got only like 2 gifts... O-well... The money was well spent from them, so i won't complain. Its too bad i don't have my car now... stupid fucking 2000$ cost to repair... now im stuck at home all the time and feel worthless cause i used to drive people all over and made money doing it... not anymore... *Sigh*

NEW YEARS
Well, Happy New Years everybody... not that you care. NYE was a fun night, even if it was just Me, Kitty, Rin, Kitty's sister and her other friend. Did i care i was the only guy there? not really no. Then not 3 days into the new year and Ryan has to bring his girlfriend to show around like some new toy... kinda annoying if you ask me... So the four of us, Kitty, Me, Ryan and his girlfriend went to go see the movie "Seven Pounds". It was a good movie, but the ending made me cry, and i wouldn't stop shaking at all... Thakfully i had Kitty there next to me.

Well, i have not alot more to say. Good night (or morning) My invisable audience, Kitty, and Rin too, if you read these.
I Love You Kitty.
~Teddy Bear~

(if anybody is wondering, NO, i Don't know who thats a picture of >->)