Yeah, well, lets catch up first. So i can't remember alot of what happened between now and my last post, so bear with me... Over the weekend was both one of the worst and best times of my life. ON Saturday i was all excited about going to a bon-fire with all of my friends, but my damned cusin had a fucking graduation party that day, so guess where i was let to go. Yup, middle of fucking nowhere party... i knew NOBODY. it sucked soo badly. So while i was having the worst time ever, Kitty, Fat-ass. Rin, zach and a few other people were having a blast blaying rockband and beating the crap out of each other with light-sabers... I was so upset that i acually went down to the damned HIGHWAY and cried. I was so alone, and when tubby (mentioned above) sent me a text saying something along the lines of "this is a fucking blast, ha ha you can't be here" i wanted to fucking shout. It irritated me so damn much.
Sunday held such a better turnout. Kitty and i were togeather nearly the whole day (i had to freaking work.) We were in this kind of arguement, but not. We felt like neither person wanted the other, but somehow we managed to turn everything around. We fueled the 'dying flame' and brought it to a nice roar. I feel quite happy to know that i didn't almost lose the one person i couldn't forget.
Now for monday... sucked... I got up at 8 this morning to go help Kitty's dad pour concrete by their neighbors. It was alright, but i spilled my wheelbarrow once, all over a nice rock landscape decoration thing... it sucked. But then i got to see kitty, and was so excited! We then had some arbys for breakfast (well, to me... it was our first meal) andhung out before she had to get ready for her Sr. pictures. My shower today wasn't as fun. I had gotten a few blisters on my hands from the wheelbarrow, and stupid me ended up breaking one, and tearing another right of. But i didn't know it untill i went to get the shampoo... do you see the brilliance here? It hurt so fucking badly i wanted to cry. My hands have NEVER hurt that much, not even when i screwed up my finger by smashing it with a jagged bike handle-bar... So that leaves me with right now. Im am blogging all about my morning and weekend, but you all know this, so i'll Talk to you all later. I Love you Kitty, and ill talk to the rest of my audience later...
~TeddyBear
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